Sometimes it's easier to give up. Whether you're in my situation or in a completely different one. It just seems easier sometimes to say, 'I surrender' and quit caring. But it's so not fair to yourself! You're a good person and you've worked hard to get where you're at! I think about a friend of mine that's going through his own set of physical problems and he gets down of himself at times, like it's never going to get better. Don't get me wrong, everyone has those days, everyone! But you can't let it overwhelm you and take over your life. You have to keep fighting, you just do. I want to be walking right now so badly that I can taste it, but I guess it's not time yet. I guess I haven't fought the battle that needs to be won yet and until that day comes I refuse to give up. Obviously walking again isn't everyone's goal but whatever it is, a weight loss goal, a better relationship, a nicer house, a raise, a happier you, whatever! You have to work for it, you can't give up on trying for it. No one is going to make it happen for you, you've got to be the one that makes it happen.
I'm getting closer and closer to that year mark and man it's really starting to eat at me. I know it's probably going to be a really tough day for me. But I'll get through it, I'll keep fighting and I'll walk I swear it. It's not a matter of positive thinking, it's fact. It's that mindset that keeps me going. I cannot quit. If I did I wouldn't just magically get better and walk again. I have to earn it, fight for it, make it happen, and god as my witness, I will.
I know it's not really an update but it's been on my mind and I hope this rant helps somebody in their own life struggles. Keep fighting! You're the only one that can make it happen for yourself!
I'm getting closer and closer to that year mark and man it's really starting to eat at me. I know it's probably going to be a really tough day for me. But I'll get through it, I'll keep fighting and I'll walk I swear it. It's not a matter of positive thinking, it's fact. It's that mindset that keeps me going. I cannot quit. If I did I wouldn't just magically get better and walk again. I have to earn it, fight for it, make it happen, and god as my witness, I will.
I know it's not really an update but it's been on my mind and I hope this rant helps somebody in their own life struggles. Keep fighting! You're the only one that can make it happen for yourself!