Next thing I knew, I was sitting in the Neuro Shock Trauma ICU room alone. Freaking out in a panic, about to lose my mind, Ben finally walked in and immediately helped to calm me down and get a hold of myself. He truly made a huge difference that night in being there with me. I don't think I would have made it without him. I was so freaked out at this point, I didn't know what to do or think. All I knew is that the life I once had would never be the same.